this past year i did not blog the boys birthdays. i did not blog our trips. i did not blog much of anything. noticed eh?
well...while i'm not necessarily the greatest blogger as it is, there was a reason i went from kinda crappy to a screeching halt.
i've gone to write about the reasoning behind that a few times but i tend to get a bit too long winded. we can't be having that now can we? i mean, it's hard enough to rein myself in on any given day. it's idiotic for me to get started on anything that i feel too strongly about. however, that said, saying that sort of defeats the purpose of blogs in the first place right? perhaps i could train myself for broken thought processes without losing sight of the objective. doubtful, but it's an idea anyway. ;)
well, we'll just see how that goes.
who knows. i need to say what i need to say and i still often teeter on keeping this blog alive or not. whether i should just make it private? i don't know. i'm still on the fence.
instead i just stay undecided and don't share anything. which...is just unfair to myself and the world because spurting out the crap that manifests in my head is a treat for all mankind. it is. in case you thought it wasn't, i promise, it really is.
i suppose i could go back to all the drafts that never got published and see where i was going with them and if they were done or not. i suppose that is a good place to start.
new year. new....everything?
i haven't really come up with anything concrete for my 2011 lineup just yet. 2010 was for change. i meant to make a change monthly, i'll say i at least accomplished half of it. i could beat myself up but here's where therapy comes in handy sometimes. i'll just applaud myself for what i DID change and stick to instead. look at me go. rock on doc. haha
i can even do that and REALLY not just be bs'ing b/c i made some pretty big changes.
december 26th marked 1 year 100% smoke free. that's an accomplishment enough to last the whole year. forget about quitting the things i could not control in moderation. meaning smoking, dr. pepper and chocolate bars. i have had a milky way like twice, i won't even lie. but not a single solitary reese's cups. no matter how loud they screamed my name. no matter HOW tempting that reese's candy BAR was right in my face just a couple weeks ago.
i'm pretty certain that this year will mostly be work related stuff. i made changes in my health and relationships last year and i'm happy with the progress i made thus far.
so....we'll just see where it swings this year and go from there. :)
well...while i'm not necessarily the greatest blogger as it is, there was a reason i went from kinda crappy to a screeching halt.
i've gone to write about the reasoning behind that a few times but i tend to get a bit too long winded. we can't be having that now can we? i mean, it's hard enough to rein myself in on any given day. it's idiotic for me to get started on anything that i feel too strongly about. however, that said, saying that sort of defeats the purpose of blogs in the first place right? perhaps i could train myself for broken thought processes without losing sight of the objective. doubtful, but it's an idea anyway. ;)
well, we'll just see how that goes.
who knows. i need to say what i need to say and i still often teeter on keeping this blog alive or not. whether i should just make it private? i don't know. i'm still on the fence.
instead i just stay undecided and don't share anything. which...is just unfair to myself and the world because spurting out the crap that manifests in my head is a treat for all mankind. it is. in case you thought it wasn't, i promise, it really is.
i suppose i could go back to all the drafts that never got published and see where i was going with them and if they were done or not. i suppose that is a good place to start.
new year. new....everything?
i haven't really come up with anything concrete for my 2011 lineup just yet. 2010 was for change. i meant to make a change monthly, i'll say i at least accomplished half of it. i could beat myself up but here's where therapy comes in handy sometimes. i'll just applaud myself for what i DID change and stick to instead. look at me go. rock on doc. haha
i can even do that and REALLY not just be bs'ing b/c i made some pretty big changes.
december 26th marked 1 year 100% smoke free. that's an accomplishment enough to last the whole year. forget about quitting the things i could not control in moderation. meaning smoking, dr. pepper and chocolate bars. i have had a milky way like twice, i won't even lie. but not a single solitary reese's cups. no matter how loud they screamed my name. no matter HOW tempting that reese's candy BAR was right in my face just a couple weeks ago.
i'm pretty certain that this year will mostly be work related stuff. i made changes in my health and relationships last year and i'm happy with the progress i made thus far.
so....we'll just see where it swings this year and go from there. :)
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